| I miss the days when I was physically healthy. Oh boy, yes, I do! Not only that, but I need to be more mentally, physically and emotionally healthy as well. I think it's about time I should get on that.
So now, I'm back to being a vegetarian once again. Well, to be really specific, a lacto-ovo-pescetarian. Not EXACTLY a vegetarian, but hey, almost. Right? This time, I might just do it right... you know, buy some iron supplements and all. (Plus I need to get into a dress for prom... Hm. That is if I DO go.) I also should exercise... but I can't seem to find the time to! In fact, right now, I am studying for my Calculus midterm... which isn't fun! Boo. But I will get back on that soon enough. But being at a healthy weight means that I can be finally happy about my body instead of hiding it under these loose clothing. Also, I really wish I could be fashionable (yes, it is possible to do this at any weight) but I feel like I can't until I can fit into the clothes I wanna wear. (A medium would be nice!)
Mentally, I've been slacking off at school so badly. Urgh, thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach. So... yeah. I'm working on that as well... though writing this entry isn't really helping. Haha.
AND as for emotionally, I am well on my way! The baggage is gone. I've cut off my communication... and if they want to talk to me, they'll find a way. And that's that.
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| I absolutely hate myself for doing what I did.
If there only was a way to bring it all back, to take it all back.
I would.
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| I'm so hurt.  and ... I'm so miserable... I wish everything was okay. I wish I didn't open my stupid mouth... Maybe, just maybe, none of this would have happened. |
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| I keep making the same mistakes. You'd think by now I'd learn from them... |
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| I don't know what I did, I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what to do. |
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